Thursday, July 27, 2006

(*;*) L.I.K.E.S (*;*)

i am a likable person who likes many things...this is supposed to be an optimistic entry...to all ppl out there who are stressed up, scratching their heads, having heavy eyebags, yawning machines...time to give urself some fun...to like something and do it...

catching up with sch life...it's like running after bullet train...dealing with sch life...it's like trying to float on water with tonnes of stuff on the shoulders...maintaining relationships...it's like trying wash, cook, mop, dust at the same time...wat's worse...everything becomes a mess...i believe this is the current situation tat most students face at this period of time...so which is the best month of the year? Dec lahz....cos it's really truly holiday...

ppl say distractions are bad for students who are supposed to be burying their heads in ten years series...but i wld dare to say i need some distractions...everyone has a limit time to concentrate...esp for me...mine's super short...i'm a bit weird...i can get very stressed at one moment...then the other i flushed all my troubles down the toilet bowl...wahaha...cos my circle of interest is increasing...

i LIKE comics (started since sec 1)...can help to relieve stress for sure...becos i always feel like i'm brought to another dimension...it's like watching tv...except u have to picture the realistic images in your head...it's similar to reading novels...where u get to feel and understand the character which is something i like to do...comic drawings are simply great...it's really remarkable to use drawings & words to trigger emotions in ppl...take up as a hobby lahz...

i LIKE to watch TV...ok...it's not something new...but tv sure can entertain...from exciting reality tv shows to melancholy dramas...i can appreciate them much better than textbooks...at the extent to say out the story plots fluently without memorising...tat's why my father always say..."if ur interest in tv can be converted into studies...u will surely excel!"...hahaz...maybe...

i LIKE elvin ng...aaahhhh....it's not a love confession...in case u're wondering who this guy is...he's not my classmate, schmate, or whoever...cos he dun even noe me...he's a mediacorp actor, currently acting as she weixiang in "Love at Zero Degrees" at channel 8 9pm weekdays...he's really a cool & sincere guy...his acting skills has also improved since his last drama...and wat shocked me was tat he replied my e-mail....he's really cute...hehez...oh...julian hee also not bad...:P

lastly...i wanna show u the lyrics of a song tat i LIKE...
*bold areas are the parts tat i can relate to...enjoy!

You Found Me
by Kelly Clarkson

Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

And I was hiding
'Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know?
How did you know?
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
(You found me)
(When no one else was lookin')
You found me
(How did you know just where I would be?)
You broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
The good and the bad
And the things in between
You found me
You found me



tat's it at 9:56 PM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

~/~van-evaluation~/~

it had been a busy week...got many remedials to attend...extra lessons to cope and the stress tat lurked around...but i'm still in a 'slack' mood...wahaha...i think my bad habit will forever be laziness...however i'm haunted tat it is already week 4 of term 3...it's like the prelims are approaching soon....time always flies past sooo quickly...especially when u dun wan it to be...

my mum is kinda sick these few days...cos she grumbled abt doing routine housewrk and being unable to do something of her interest...in the past...she complained abt working life being competitive & stressful...but now tat she's unemployed & became a full-fledge housewive....now she yearns for working life again.... i may be whining over studies right now but who noes one day...i may even miss the leisure to study?

a bit evaluation on my mid year exams...there were disappointments...there were suprises...first up...GP is expected but i was glad tat there were improvement in my essay...it's like the highest score tat i ever get...it may be an insignificiant grade for GP experts but i was comforted tat hard work paid off...Chem was disastrous & unforgiving...cos i attended chem tuition but the results sux...so i finally proven tat...Tuition doesnt work for me!!! Bio was a bit encouraging cos i improve but i still have more and more room for tat...but bio's really a detailed sub...it's hard...i was happy for maths...cos i got the highest grade tat i've ever gotten in ny...i hope to hit even higher...hehez....

wanna talk a bit abt friendship stuff in jc...frankly to say...it's hard to enjoy in jc...friends play an impt role in jc curriculum...but i find it hard to maintain and make it last...tracing the history of having friends...i got many friends in pri sch...maybe i was more open and sociable when young...u noe...young innocent look...in sec sch...it's almost the same for sec 1 & 2...i became sillier & wackier...but everything went wrong for sec 3 & 4...i became rather anti-social, uncomfortable, quiet and even cautious...not wanting to anger anybody...i just became a mould...letting ppl to shape me...jc 1 1st 3 months was like a dream...cos i began to regain true self...hanging out wif ppl who 'appreciate' me....jc1 & 2 turned out fine...cos i felt at ease but still there's smthing lacking...i made friends in class & cca...but as exams approach...funny conversations turned into simple 'hi & byes' or even juz a smile or wave...at worst...we ignore...the feeling we once shared had gone....

recently...i finally reunite with one of my pri sch friend...we had lost contact for almost 6 years...i was really happy to hear from her again cos she was my best friend in pri sch...i noe we cnt be as close as in the past...but able to be in contact...i was really happy.... :)

i wanna make "Forever Friends' work...so i was lucky to have a good bunch of friends inside outside sch...even if it doesnt work...i wanna cherish and rmb the moment forever... :)

tat's it at 11:56 PM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

===reminisce===

yesh! the exam period is over for the time being! admit tat I totally slacked these few days...becos i noe my slacking days are not for long...heehz...foremost...let me apologise for my temporary stagnant blog again...thanx to my lousy computer...hahaz...when will I get my super fast speed broadband...(yes...i'm still stuck wif dial up...)

basically...i was going idol crazy for the last few weeks...thanx to superband (milubing rocks btw...) & s'pore idol...i always loved to watch reality tv shows...u noe...witnessing ppl fighting hard to pursue their dreams...i began to think for myself and my passion for music & acting...then my parents caught me singing when i'm bathing...haahz...maybe i'm training for the next auditions of s'pore idol or project superstar...i mean like y not give stardom a shot in future...it's like grabbing opportunity to realize how good or bad u really are...hehez...of cos now studies still come first...

talking abt reality tv shows...recently i'm addicted to project runway...the fashion designers competition...i'm really rooting for Chloe Dao & i'm glad tat she was the grand winner! (went to check the results on the net...hee...) cos i'm always lousy of guessing winners...my faves are always out...hahaz...

went out wif ping & ong last sat...shld say it's a time catching meet up...esp for ping...i seldom get to see her since we live quite far...glad tat my "lao po" (who loves mos burger milk tea...juz like me!) is still cheerful & funny as usual...getting on well in sch...as for ong...wont get to miss her lahz...cos can see her almost once a week...hahaz...we always can have great minds think alike...as for dor...hoping to hang out with this 'mistress' of mine some other day...

sch reopened...so lectures, tutorials...here i come again...haiz...suddenly cnt get used to sch system...haha

juz wanna say...gal comics juz ROX!

tat's it at 12:58 AM

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